Nemi
The Crazy Thing Is...
Updated: May 28, 2020

I've been black from
Day 1
Even within my finest hours
I've been reminded I'm so dark
That I could block out the sun
I used hold my head high
In the hope that my tears wouldn't run low
I used to be reminded by my mother
No one could steal my glow
Within a home which has remained stronger than glue
Our heritage has bounded us to understand
What it is that we must hold on to
A world filled with fears
Of who might appear
At their front door
Who might have eyes on their prize
Or have feelings for a child who isn't so sure
That loving another outside of their color
Won't have them standing alone on the shore
You see
Hating due to color
Isn't a new norm
The Bible teaches of slavery
More so the Jewish
Than that of the African form
My perception
If you ask me
Though I'm newly a slave
Five thousand years behind me
Men were still digging our graves
Blotting out our eyes
Cutting off our tongues
And lighting US ablaze
Not too much has changed
We're merely turning the page
Looking across the world
To se less light and more days of gray
Or
Of black
At this point there's no going back
It's a mooted thought to have any real plan of attack
I rather see your racist face
Than you have you cowardly plant a knife in my back
The truest form of honor is to show your face while you attack
Me
I find it amazing that we can both bruise
I find it puzzling that you somehow seem to confuse
The old rhetoric of hate
As new news
Your color for status
Which will inevitably grant you a different view
I'll sit here quietly but still lend my hands to applaud
Perhaps it is me who is the fraud
I've honored and pledged my allegiance to your name
Fought in your senseless wars
And still never gained
The right to be treated as human
It's almost inhumane
Yet there are men who remain
Plastered on the faces of bills
Passed about through history
The meaning of slave owner isn't something which can be concealed
But still In God We Trust
I sit still in God's mercy
I sit still in God's grace
I sit still in God's promise
That there is a place which is designed for me
A place where no more color and pain will be
Today though, I'm living in hell
The devil is alive and some are finally beginning to tell
There's a stench
An oder
A smell
A thirst for power which...
Which is exactly the blueprint for how a few angels fell
Fell from a place of glory
Fell into a place of gloom
It's interesting that the very thing some detest
Is exactly what has consumed
Even the preachers, the doctors, teachers, and the artists in the room
BLACK HEARTS
For now we're on in the same
Even with my final breath
Someone for a hundred years will remember my name
It only took you a few minutes of pressure to extinguish my flame
Scatter a few pictures in the attempts to tarnish my name
But I am human
Returned to the Earth
Returned to dust
The crazy thing is death is coming for all of us...