I used to sit and find time
To drop
Small lines
Which took little to no time
As I'd unwind words
Which were stuck to mind
My quest for warmth
Took me from my bed
To places where others lay their heads
And at times where lovers struggle to stay undercover
I'm tired of the daily alerts, telling me that someone is at my front door
Only to find a person who has no clue that he needs to do more
With this life
He's slowly fading away
Like the ashes on the cigarettes
He smokes every day
This is the first and last light
This is me standing wondering if my wrongs were really rights
This is the sun before the night
This is me saying good morning
Knowing that soon I'll have to say goodnight